Back But Not Focused

Winter break was great...and couldnt have come at a better time. it was really good to see all me friends and family and be able to hang out for more then just a couple of days. towards the end of my time off, i was starting to get bored because i had soo much time, and all my friends had already gone back. i just kinda wanted to go back and get school over with..but then again i didnt! but when i got back down here if felt good to be back. i really really like my new roommate her name is amanda and she is really good at drawing. she doesnt party so we can actually hang out! yes! that was a major reason why i was soo nervous to come back...but everything is working out great! i got really really excited the other day because i saw my dream boy! yes...math boy was in the DC!! and i kinda talked to him. i was really mad afterwards. this is what happened: holley nick and i were walking from our table and walking towards the door when i saw him. i got really nervous. anways her saw me and i said hi how are you and he basically said then same things..and i kept walking! i didnt really think anything about it but when we continued walking holley was like who was that! i was like holley...that was math boy! she was like why didnt you talk to him he totally seemed interested!!! so yeah...once again katie blew her chance and i dont know when im going to see him again because he doesnt live in the dorms and hes not in any of my classes this semester. ooo well! ive given up! so far school is good...i had to drop one class because the professor was really bad...but i really hope i do well cuz right now i havent really done anything so i hope it will get into the flow again! well if anything else happens with my lack of guys in my life..i will most definitely keep you posted...but dont hold your breath!! ;)